Part One of a two-part series.

I don't remember exactly how old I was when I first started masturbating. I guess I was around 12 or 13 (I am 19 now). I had talked about masturbation at school; my friends asked if I had ever tried it, and that question encouraged me to experiment for the very first time. Whenever I've read or heard other people's accounts of their first time masturbating, the tale inevitably ends with them enjoying this incredible feeling of orgasm. It was a little different for me. I remember my first time well: It was a Sunday afternoon, and I was fairly bored. I just decided to try it and see what happened. I sat on the toilet and used the classic "Fist" technique. I went slowly, and it took me a little while to reach orgasm. Once I finally reached the point of no return, I was actually quite scared. The feeling was completely different from anything I had ever experienced before; indeed, it was totally different from how I had imagined it. I recall feeling these strange, alien waves of "something" all around my genital area, and I was frightened by them. There was no ejaculation; the orgasm was completely dry, and this scared me even more, as everything I had heard suggested something should have come out of the end of my penis.

This first experience was quickly followed by a lot of guilt. I felt as if I had done something wrong. Although I felt pretty bad for a couple of days, and lost quite a bit of sleep over it, I got past these feelings fairly quickly. Guilt has never been an issue for me since. A week or two later, I experimented again. This time I actually enjoyed it. I think that because I was more ready for what was going to happen I was more able to relax and let myself sink into the incredible orgasmic feeling. Again, it was a dry orgasm; in fact, I don't recall having an ejaculation until I had been masturbating for a good few months. Dry orgasm was so normal for me by then that I was surprised and amazed when I ejaculated for the first time. I felt like a real man — although now I sometimes wish I could go back to the convenient, mess-free world of dry orgasms.

Like most teenage males, once I had discovered masturbation, I spent a lot of time doing it! When I was 14 or 15, I would often get an erection for no apparent reason; I would just be sitting there watching TV, or reading, and then from nowhere would come an erection which was usually accompanied by an intense need to masturbate and let out some of the sexual tension building up inside of me. Of course, on many occasions I would be able to nip off to the bathroom and satisfy this need. This does not happen to me so much now; I tend to plan my masturbation sessions ahead, although I do sometimes feel the profound need just to ejaculate and come to orgasm as quickly as possible. I love to take full advantage of erections that occur for no apparent reason; I am aware that these opportunities are likely to occur less and less as I get older, so I figure I might as well enjoy them while they last.

My masturbation frequency has definitely decreased as I have grown older. I don't believe I ever masturbated more than 3 times in a day; frankly I prefer to take my time now and enjoy one mind-blowing orgasm instead of 3 unmemorable ones. However, although my frequency may have decreased, I certainly experiment with new ideas and techniques much more readily now than I ever did before. In fact, my willingness to try different things in the search for more pleasure seemed to coincide, in part at least, with my discovery of JackinWorld. Coincidence? I think not!

Read Part Two.


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