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Part One of a two-part series. I've masturbated almost as long as I can remember. I am now 30 years old. As a small child before I went to school, I remember getting behind a chair in the living room and playing with my erect penis. It just felt so good to rub it with my hands. I don't ever recall having dry orgasms, but I did enjoy it — although I had no idea what I was doing! There were lots of girls in my neighborhood. I vividly remember a number of occasions before second grade where I would hide away with one of the neighbor girls, and we would show each other our genitals. The female genitalia was very mysterious to me. They didn't have a penis! I am uncircumcised, which is fairly rare for an American male of my age group. As a young child in my bath, I would stick my thumb or forefinger in the pucker of my foreskin and play a sort of peek-a-boo game. It was not particularly erotic, but was fun. My male cousin and I played doctor periodically when I was a very young child. During these sessions I noticed that his penis was somehow different from mine. When I ask my parents about it, they explained that he was circumcised and I was not. When I told my cousin, he could not believe that something was cut off of his penis. He had to ask his mother, who confirmed it to him. My foreskin did not fully retract until I was about 6 years old. My mother had me pull it back during a bath. She told me I had to start pulling back the skin and washing it. It was a real shock the first time I pulled it back — it was rather tight, and my glans was terribly sensitive. The interesting thing was that suddenly my penis looked more like other boys' penises when I retracted the foreskin. Prior to that I had no idea I even had a glans. After years of masturbation, my foreskin has become long and loose. All of this was a prelude to my actual initiation into the wonders and pleasures of masturbation. When I was about 10 years old my cousin, who is two years older than me (the same one I played doctor with), told me he had something very special to show me. We went into the loft of my grandfather's barn, and he stripped off all of his clothes and masturbated to orgasm. I was truly impressed and astonished. He told me I would be able to do this one day myself. I really knew nothing about sex or masturbation at this time. He told me some of what he knew, including how babies were made. The following year in school, we had our 5th-grade sex-education class (one class!). A male teacher showed all the boys an old filmstrip that gave some information on the male genitalia, puberty, and the changes that come with it, and nocturnal emissions. He made absolutely no mention of masturbation. Slight references were made to sexual intercourse with a woman. The teacher did mention that orgasm and ejaculation "feel real, real good." I had a raging erection during the entire presentation, and my interest was piqued. Shortly after that, I was home sick from school one day. (I wasn't really all that sick!) Lying in bed I decided I was going to try to do what my cousin did, and make it all "feel real, real good." I started working my fist up and down my erection, pulling the foreskin back and forth over my glans. I had no idea what felt good. My technique was rather mechanical. I thought it required a certain number of strokes to ejaculate. I counted my strokes. I made it up to almost 900 when unusual sensations began to move through my entire body. Suddenly I had my first orgasm. It was very intense. I thought I was going to scream or pass out. I also thought I was going to pee in the bed! A small amount of semen came out of my penis. I was so happy I was finally able to do this. Within a few months, I was able to produce a bit more semen. I was afraid to masturbate very often because I feared there was but a limited amount of semen, and if I used it all up now, I would never be able to have children. Thankfully our family had very good medical books, which put those fears to rest. Go to Part Two. Go to the JackinWorld Random Biography Picker Go to the JackinWorld Biographies Index | |||
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