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I'm a 17-year-old bisexual male living in a fairly well-off part of the United Kingdom. I am the eldest of 3 children by about 4 years. My early childhood was not the most pleasant; I found school hard and was the subject of much bullying. The first school I attended was a publicly funded state school where I was pretty much labelled stupid by the teachers and kids. I had a few friends, but I wasn't getting anywhere or enjoying school much. After visiting the doctor I found I had only 25% hearing and was referred to a private hospital, which inserted grommets into my ears. That was a great improvement, but I was still struggling with my education. A family friend suggested to my parents that I might have dyslexia. After a physiological examination it was discovered that I was indeed a dyslexic, yet my school refused to accept the verdict and again labelled me as simply stupid. Obviously I wasn't going to get the extra help I needed from the school, so my parents decided to transfer me to a private school where the class size was half of what it was before, and I was able to get additional help from a specially trained teacher. Another unexpected development from starting as this new school was the friends I made. It was through these friendships that I discovered the fantastic world of self-discovery. I can't recall how the subject of sex came up in conversations with my best friend, but the two of us became closer and closer. By the time I was 9, we regularly stayed the night around each other's house and continued the discovery. Still naive about sex, particularly masturbation, we continued trying to figure out how it all worked and practicing lying on top of each other with the occasional thrust, while pretending each other was female. It felt really good, which his why we kept doing it. We never did discover masturbation together. Eventually we progressed to different high schools. At high school I didn't have a relationship like the one I'd had with my best friend. Soon after I arrived there, we were shown a sex-education film in which masturbation was briefly covered. Described only as stroking your sexual organs, I was left none the wiser about how to achieve orgasm or how fantastic it is! I do remember, though, one conversation my group of friends had as we were walking back from town one day. Like most boys of that age (about 11), sexual discovery was on all our minds, but we rarely spoke about our experiences. However, on this one occasion we pretty much all admitted that we had tried to figure out how masturbation worked, but none of us had got it right. Still persistant in the pursuit of orgasm I tried many different methods, like simply stroking my penis (as suggested in the sex-ed video) but was still failing. Many techniques produced a nice feeling, but I got bored and tired before getting anywhere — that was, until one fantastic weekend just before my 12th birthday. I had discovered the "Fist" method and managed to keep it up for long enough until the sensations achieved began to far outweigh the effort being put in. I just keep going at it, and soon the feelings were building up all over me. Reaching the point of climax is still as clear in my memory now as it was then. The feeling of energy shooting all over my body, from my head to toes, is something I'll never forget! Since then I've continued masturbation pretty much daily, sometimes more. When we're away on holiday where there is little privacy, I normally cannot last longer than a few days before I become so horny I am unable to concentrate on anything else and have to find a way of relieving myself. Normally I go into the bathroom pretending I need the toilet. As I've grown up and basic masturbation has become not as stimulating as it used to be, I've expanded my use of techniques and range of sexual stimulation. I had some fantastic orgasms (almost as fulfilling as that first one) using the "Infinitely Deep Vagina" among other techniques. Anal stimulation has become a frequent (about twice a month) pleasurable addition. (Take it easy the first time — I started out using a single figure while in the shower, but I've now moved on to a larger item.) When I'm in the house by myself for a long period of time (a good few hours — not a common occurrence) I enjoy tying up my feet and left arm to my bed whilst I use by remaining free hand to stimulate my penis and anus. This method has also produced some very pleasurable times — I only wish someone else doing the tying and stimulation. (There's hope for the future!) I'm not sure if my early experiences with my friend contributed to my sexuality, but for the past few years I've found I'm interested in both guys and girls. I've had a couple of relationships with girls, but nothing permanent or beyond the point of kissing. Anyway, that's pretty much my life story so far — let's hope the future has much more in store! Go to the JackinWorld Random Biography Picker Go to the JackinWorld Biographies Index | |||
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