Docking

Like most other people here, I have been masturbating for most of my life. I'm 24 now, but I first started doing it at age 11 and have been going at it on average at least twice a day from that point on. Unlike most other people here, I was sexually aware at a much younger age than when I started masturbating. What I mean is that I was having constant erections as early as 6 years old, and I can remember playing with my penis every time I was naked (bathtub, toilet, changing clothes, etc.). My mother would scold me for doing it in public, but other than that, my parents just accepted it as normal behavior.

When I was in the 4th grade and about 9 years old, I began playing "doctor" with a few friends (two other boys and a girl) who went to my school. We used to meet after school at one boy's house because his older brother "baby-sat" while his parents were at work, even though he was never watching us. Anyway, we would begin by daring each other to show our privates so everyone could see, and one by one we were all exposed. The first time I saw a girl's private parts was also the first time I saw another boy's penis up close. We all examined each other closely, and I was fascinated with the girl's vagina as well as the two other boys' penises. Both of the boys were circumcised, and I am not, so they were just as curious about me. We did that for a least a few months, but that was pretty much all we did at that age.

When I was in the 6th grade (age 11) I was first introduced to masturbation. A friend of mine had access to porno, so another mutual friend and I went over to his house to watch one weekend. That was the first time I had seen porn, and it had a serious impact. We were all hornier than ever, and somebody suggested that we whip them out and go for it. We all did, and even though I had never masturbated before, I knew what to do from watching them. I never had an orgasm — but later that week, I tried it again in my bedroom. I don't know what made me do it, because I was watching a Batman cartoon on TV at the time! Anyway, I got naked, lay down on the floor, and just started massaging my penis and balls until I had an erection (probably only 3 or 4 inches at the time). I remember moving my foreskin back and forth over the head slowly for 5 or 10 minutes. In addition to the good feelings it gave me, I liked to see the head pop out and then disappear again (that was half the entertainment for me). I started speeding up and was suddenly filled with an amazing pleasurable sensation, when my penis started to pulse. Nothing came out, but I knew that it was my first orgasm. After that, I masturbated every day (usually more than once), trying different methods and techniques along the way.

I entered puberty when I was 13. My penis started growing, and I began producing semen at around that time. The first time I ejaculated, I was on the toilet stroking it, and this thick, white gel stuff came out right after I had my orgasm. There wasn't much of it — just a few drops at the time — but I was excited nonetheless, and I told a friend a school that I finally ejaculated for the first time. A few of us in middle school were open about masturbation (even though we didn't experiment with each other then).

When I entered high school, I had to start taking showers in school. My best friend and I (still going though puberty) got to see each other naked for the first time in the mandatory gym showers. At age 14 my penis was much bigger than it was just a year earlier, and I thought it seemed bigger (longer, anyway) than the ones that I glanced at from time to time. I was secretly proud of my penis, because it hung down long even when soft, so I always looked big. One day after school my friend asked me if I was uncircumcised, because he had noticed in the showers, and I said yes. He said that he had never seen one before up close, so I said he could see mine, and I pulled it out. He was fascinated by how long my penis was, as well as the foreskin. We did a show-and-tell on each other which, of course, led to us masturbating together. His penis was shorter than mine but just as thick, and circumcised. Later our friendship evolved into masturbating each other and me "docking" him (facing each other penis-to-penis and me stretching my foreskin over his glans). I think he enjoyed it as much as I did. He introduced me to masturbating with lube, because that's how he did it. He laid me down on the floor once and used Vaseline as he stroked me. It gave me one of the best orgasms of my life. Of course, I returned the favor. He ended up being my best friend for a while after that, but eventually he went away to an out-of-state college. We still keep in touch, but neither one of us brings up those specific times for some reason (we are both straight now).

The first time I had sex with a girl was when I was 19. I was a sophomore in college, and she was a girl from one of my classes whom I hung out with. We both skipped our classes for a day and met up at her apartment, which she shared with another girl. The roommate was gone at the time, so we started messing around, and before I knew it she was giving me oral sex. We had sex after that, which was great, but as we were both young and stupid at the time, we didn't use a condom, and she became pregnant. I now have a 4-year-old son with her, even though we are not together anymore. We have joint custody and I get to spend time with him often. I wish I could say that if I could take it all back again I would, but I love my boy so much that I am thankful he is here (even if it was the wrong way for him to be born). I had to drop out of school and ended up joining the Air Force, where I still serve. My current girlfriend and I have sex, with protection, on a regular basis (at least 3 times a week), but I still masturbate constantly. I'm still just as horny as I was when I was 11, and it really brings back memories when I can share my story with other people about those good ol' times growing up.