My first experience with masturbation occurred by accident. I grew up in a conservative and religious family, so sex was not discussed. I didn't even know what "wet dreams" were, even though I'd had them. I just didn't know what that stuff was in my pajamas in the morning. As for masturbation, I had no idea what my penis could do or the kind of pleasure I could have.
What brought it all out was a book series my father had given me. It was a set of historical novels about a fictional family. Each book contained some sexual experiences of the characters. None of the scenes were explicit, but it doesn't take much to fuel the fantasies of a 14-year-old. Each time I read a passage, I experienced a hard-on. Since I was rarely alone at home, I would only rub my penis through my pants. I enjoyed the feeling but never tried anything further, fearing I would get "caught." By some unforeseen luck, one Saturday everyone was gone and I was alone. I was reading, and sure enough, I got hard. I decided I was going to check things out, so I went into the bathroom and locked the door (just in case). I stripped and lay down on a rug near the sink. I began stroking my penis. The feelings were wonderful. I decided to try a little spit, and that just added to the pleasure. I then decided to try some hand lotion to see what that would do. Wow! I was in heaven. I couldn't get over how my whole body seemed to vibrate. I tried different movements, like thrusting my penis in and out of my fist, and switching hands. Before long, the pleasure had become too much. When I ejaculated, I froze. I wasn't expecting anything to shoot from my penis. I don't want to brag, but I've always been able to shoot very far and in volume. The semen was on my chest, my face, and the floor and rug. I thought I had broken something inside.
Luckily we had a medical reference book, and after I cleaned up the mess, I started looking for info on what had happened. I found a section on the reproductive system and a brief paragraph on masturbation. Once I looked up some words in a dictionary, I knew what had happened. I was relieved — and happy to know I could continue masturbating and enjoying the pleasure it provided.
I masturbated quite frequently but did feel some guilt due to my upbringing. However, the pleasure factor kept me going back for more...and more. I also suspected over time that my brother, two years younger, was also masturbating. We never talked about it, but he and I both spent a lot of time in the bathroom. One night when we were home without our parents, my suspicions were confirmed. We were watching TV when he suddenly left the room. He returned shortly with a videotape. I assumed he had an action movie or a comedy. Boy, was I surprised when the screen was suddenly full of people screwing! In a few seconds I was hard as a rock. I was squeezing my penis to heighten the feelings, but what I really wanted to do was masturbate. I decided to take the chance and asked my brother if he would be grossed out if I did just that. He didn't mind, so I took off my pants. I began stroking myself and moaning a little, which is almost involuntary for me. I really wanted to be lubed up, so I went to get some Vaseline. When I returned, my brother was naked from the waist down and was stroking himself. I offered him the Vaseline and soon we were both stroking and pumping. The experience of sharing this with someone else really made it pleasurable. Soon we were both ejaculating and laughing. We continued to masturbate alone most of the time, but we joined each other occasionally — especially if either of us came across some porn.
I am now 39 years old, and I still look forward to masturbating. I like the fact that I can do something that is totally self-centered and so much fun. I find that now I focus on the head of my penis as that provides me with long-lasting pleasure without ejaculating too quickly. I place my left thumb on the top of and at the base of the shaft. This keeps the head large and hard. I then begin gliding my lubed palm over the head. I usually start at the ridge and use quick and light strokes. This causes a slow buildup of sensations. As the pleasure heightens, I bring more of my palm into contact with the head. I even cup my palm slightly — this brings more contact between palm and head. By now the pleasure is increasing, but not to the point of ejaculation. It's more a sensation that envelops the body. I've actually experienced involuntary hip thrusts due to the intensity of the feelings. I end up gliding my palm over the head and then over the tip. I then bring back the palm, always keeping contact. This usually causes more hip thrusts, a lot of moaning, and even some shaking. By this time I usually begin pumping my penis and ejaculating a pretty good quantity.
I encourage anyone who hasn't focused on the penis head to give it a try. The ridge around the head is especially sensitive and gives you sensations you won't get from ordinary stroking. Enjoy!
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