European vacation

I started masturbating at about age 14. I learned about it through a family friend, while I was on a trip to Europe. He gave me a lecture about masturbating, and about how everyone did it -- they just didn't talk about it. I didn't know what it was, but I was determined to find out. I searched all over the Internet, but this site wasn't in existence yet. I finally just looked it up in an online dictionary. I was very surprised to find out that I had been missing out on this wonderful experience all of my life. I continued my interest in masturbation, and one day when I searched, JackinWorld came up. I learned there was more than one way to masturbate. I wasn't able to ejaculate when I first started, and I never had a "wet-dream."

When I was 15, my best friend made a joke about masturbation. He then said, "Isn't that sick?" I mustered up all the courage I had and said, "What's sick about that?" We then got involved in an in-depth conversation about masturbation, and of course I found out he masturbated, too. The next time we got together, he asked if I remembered what we talked about last time. I said yes, and then he asked if I wanted to show him what I do if he would do the same for me. I was kind of disgusted at the idea, but I thought, what the heck.

At that time my penis was only 2" long, and when we got around to it, I was quite surprised. He had a 6"er. This immediately brought up feelings about inadequacy. I learned some new techniques off of him. Later, I agreed to let him masturbate me. It felt so good letting someone else do it for you. He asked if I would masturbate him, it would only be fair. I declined, because I didn't feel comfortable doing it. Later I agreed, and we became masturbation friends. He then wanted to "experiment". We ended up having mutual masturbation sessions. I enjoyed him as a friend, but had continual feelings of guilt.

In the mean time, I was continuing to enjoy my own masturbation. I always have. I am now 16. I have moved with my family, so I no longer see my friend. I was somewhat glad to leave, because it alleviated feelings of guilt, but I had a blast. I miss him, but I guess that part of my life is over now. I continue to discover new avenues of masturbation in my teens.

I want to thank you for listening to my life story.