Freestyle Gazelle

I first discovered masturbation when I was about 12 years old. I was channel-surfing in my bed and found an infomercial, and it had some really pretty women in it, so I pulled down my pants and started rubbing because it felt good. I had no idea what was going to happen. When I reached orgasm I was, at first, scared and shocked. After I realized that it *felt good* I kept going and finished the orgasm. I didn't feel the semen on my stomach, so when I pulled up my pants, I made a huge mess everywhere!

After that, I wanted to masturbate all the time. I always thought about it, and the smallest things turned me on. After about 6 months I found an easy way to clean up: I went and got some old socks and lay them on my bed, for easy cleanup. After all my old socks got dried semen all over them, I took a towel and hid it under my bed. After about a year of using the same towel, I figured it was time for a new one. So I got another one. It was red -- nobody has found it, so it doesn't matter, but if they did they would know for sure why it was there! I have filled up two towels and am currently on my third.

After about a year of masturbating, I was over at a friend's house who didn't know about masturbation. I explained it to him, and later that night, we masturbated together. Then after that night, every time I went over there, we would masturbate together. Then one night we started to play with each other. (We are both straight and don't do this anymore.)

One day I showed my parents a joke about masturbation. Later my dad came to me and said, "Is that what takes you so long in the shower?" I was totally embarrassed, but later he said, "I was your age once -- I remember." That calmed me down a little...but still, the thought of my dad knowing I masturbate freaked me out! Then one night I was lying in my dad's recliner late at night watching another infomercial, and masturbating, and my mom walked in. I covered it up with my shirt, and she asked me what I was holding. I told her I wasn't holding anything. She knew I was lying but didn't say anything about it.

Since coming across JackinWorld I feel more confident about masturbating. Before summer break began, three other guys and I all talked about it. We talked about how many times we did it the past night, or what hand we used...it took a while to get used to talking about it to them, but I knew they all do it, too, so I felt more comfortable about it.

When I masturbate I normally try to take my time, though I have been able to ejaculate within 30 seconds. The more I masturbate, the better I get at it and the more intense the orgasms are. When I first started masturbating I was doing it 3 or 4 times a day! When I decided the orgasms weren't as strong, I stopped masturbating so much. After that I masturbated about once or twice a day. I usually do it once a day now, and if I know for sure that I won't be caught, I'll do it in the morning as well. I have missed my nightly masturbation session only about 3 times this year -- all 3 times I fell asleep before I reached for my towel.

I have only gone one week straight without masturbation since I started. It was at church camp. It was the longest week of my life! When I got home, I got in the shower and masturbated -- it was my best session so far. I was still going really fast and hadn't thought of going slow yet. Now that I have decided slower is better, my orgasms are much more powerful and the ejaculations are much stronger.

JackinWorld has helped me a lot, and I don't feel guilty about masturbating anymore. I love JackinWorld and visit it almost every night!